1 00:00:19,191 --> 00:00:27,477 LE FATE IGNORANTI (His Other Life) Eng Subs 2 00:02:16,520 --> 00:02:19,019 May l have the honor of being your guide? 3 00:02:19,220 --> 00:02:20,978 No. 4 00:02:21,540 --> 00:02:24,691 Then you won't ever know the secret of each statue. 5 00:02:24,940 --> 00:02:27,993 l don't want to know their secret, just leave me alone. 6 00:02:38,540 --> 00:02:42,089 - Go away, l'm married. - Perfect! So am l. 7 00:02:43,060 --> 00:02:46,769 l'm waiting for my husband, we're going to a reception, 8 00:02:47,220 --> 00:02:50,576 something for his work, and we're meeting here. 9 00:02:50,980 --> 00:02:54,609 How can your husband leave a beautiful woman like you alone? 10 00:02:56,220 --> 00:02:59,132 l wonder the same thing, he does it often, too. 11 00:03:00,180 --> 00:03:04,014 - Pretty stupid, isn't he? - lmprudent, more than anything. 12 00:03:05,260 --> 00:03:08,616 l've been waiting for an hour, so he should be here soon. 13 00:03:08,900 --> 00:03:11,858 Meaning l should kiss you now or lose you forever? 14 00:03:11,940 --> 00:03:13,295 Quit it. 15 00:03:13,340 --> 00:03:15,854 l just picked you up, now let me have a kiss. 16 00:03:16,140 --> 00:03:18,608 - Where'd you park the car? - Where's yours? 17 00:03:18,860 --> 00:03:21,291 l took a cab. 18 00:03:38,140 --> 00:03:41,735 - My watch stopped, madame. - Nora, you should've returned at 11. 19 00:03:42,380 --> 00:03:45,372 - The others stayed at the party. - l don't care about the others. 20 00:03:47,100 --> 00:03:49,853 - l didn't do it on purpose. - But you did. 21 00:03:50,180 --> 00:03:52,330 This is the second time, 22 00:03:52,480 --> 00:03:55,135 A rule is a rule, and we made that rule together. 23 00:03:55,180 --> 00:03:57,569 l let you go out when you want if we don't need you, 24 00:03:57,820 --> 00:03:59,911 but you have to come back on time. 25 00:03:59,960 --> 00:04:02,012 Next time l'll be here early. 26 00:04:02,060 --> 00:04:04,216 l don't know if there will be a next time, 27 00:04:04,260 --> 00:04:06,296 your aunt doesn't know you went out. 28 00:04:18,860 --> 00:04:21,932 l gave her another chance, but this is the last. 29 00:04:23,460 --> 00:04:25,496 You make life so complicated, 30 00:04:25,700 --> 00:04:27,738 just let her be! 31 00:04:27,780 --> 00:04:29,816 You don't have to deal with her aunt. 32 00:04:30,900 --> 00:04:33,653 She left her in our hands, now she's our responsibility. 33 00:04:33,900 --> 00:04:37,131 Nora is an adult, she couldn't care less about her aunt. 34 00:04:39,220 --> 00:04:42,018 Well, you're not the one who has to argue with her family. 35 00:04:44,820 --> 00:04:47,892 - What time do you leave tomorrow? - After work. 36 00:04:48,140 --> 00:04:50,331 You're leaving straight 37 00:04:51,660 --> 00:04:53,816 lt's quicker that way. 38 00:04:55,940 --> 00:04:58,496 But you won't come home for dinner. 39 00:04:58,540 --> 00:05:01,896 That's all you can say to a handsome naked guy like me? 40 00:05:21,700 --> 00:05:24,077 lt's bad news, isn't it? 41 00:05:24,460 --> 00:05:26,969 Why have you waited to give me my results, doctor? 42 00:05:27,020 --> 00:05:31,115 lt's our procedure, your results indicate that you are HlV positive. 43 00:05:33,900 --> 00:05:37,688 You've contracted the virus, but you haven't developed the illness, 44 00:05:38,700 --> 00:05:41,075 and with the right treatment, there's a good possibility 45 00:05:41,120 --> 00:05:43,172 that you never will develop the illness. 46 00:05:43,220 --> 00:05:45,780 Medical research has made enormous steps in this regard. 47 00:05:48,700 --> 00:05:50,455 Simona... 48 00:05:50,460 --> 00:05:53,372 The situation has been taken care of, the fax has cleared it all. 49 00:05:53,620 --> 00:05:55,929 There weren't any problems with the other shipments, 50 00:05:56,180 --> 00:05:58,375 and there won't be any in the future, either. 51 00:05:59,100 --> 00:06:02,570 - Giulio, are you coming with us? - l'm waiting for a call from Poland. 52 00:06:02,980 --> 00:06:05,038 See you later. 53 00:06:05,380 --> 00:06:08,895 lt's important that your wife be tested now, too. 54 00:06:09,940 --> 00:06:12,010 l don't think so. 55 00:06:14,620 --> 00:06:16,929 We haven't had sex in a long time. 56 00:06:20,060 --> 00:06:23,769 lt was... with my wife's friend. 57 00:06:27,220 --> 00:06:29,275 ln Milan. 58 00:06:32,140 --> 00:06:35,849 She's a respectable woman. How can l tell Elena? 59 00:06:37,920 --> 00:06:39,978 What will she think of me? 60 00:06:40,020 --> 00:06:42,170 You'll have to support one another, 61 00:06:42,980 --> 00:06:46,131 in a moment like this, you will both need help and comfort. 62 00:06:48,060 --> 00:06:50,210 We have to go to a luncheon at 1:30. 63 00:06:50,260 --> 00:06:52,312 And it's almost 1:00 now. 64 00:06:52,500 --> 00:06:54,616 l forgot my cell phone, l'll be right back. 65 00:06:54,860 --> 00:06:56,816 We've got to run, we'll talk later. 66 00:07:29,820 --> 00:07:31,776 l'm going to give you 67 00:07:32,860 --> 00:07:35,016 the name of a specialized clinic 68 00:07:35,380 --> 00:07:37,769 and the name of a doctor, too. 69 00:07:39,060 --> 00:07:42,370 Tell him l sent you there, he'll find you the right treatment. 70 00:07:43,580 --> 00:07:46,538 This will be a struggle, but l know you can make it. 71 00:07:47,900 --> 00:07:50,778 - You have a phone call. - l can't right now. 72 00:07:51,080 --> 00:07:53,110 lt's very urgent. 73 00:07:55,740 --> 00:07:57,896 Will you excuse me for a moment? 74 00:08:05,263 --> 00:08:06,915 Hello ? 75 00:08:55,220 --> 00:08:57,609 Set them there. No, over there. 76 00:08:57,860 --> 00:09:00,010 We cleared out Massimo's office, 77 00:09:00,260 --> 00:09:02,615 now all his personal things are here. 78 00:09:02,800 --> 00:09:05,075 l'll help you put them away, 79 00:09:05,120 --> 00:09:07,053 maybe if we do it together... 80 00:09:07,100 --> 00:09:09,534 l couldn't cancel my trip to London next week, 81 00:09:09,780 --> 00:09:12,613 you can come if you want, it might do you some good. 82 00:09:18,700 --> 00:09:21,533 When l get back l'll sleep here for a few nights. 83 00:09:24,940 --> 00:09:26,896 l won't leave you alone. 84 00:09:32,780 --> 00:09:35,493 Nora, let's set the table! 85 00:10:40,360 --> 00:10:42,412 Mr. Massimo very good, 86 00:10:42,540 --> 00:10:46,055 l put things he like here, to give him company on his trip. 87 00:10:59,620 --> 00:11:02,692 - Weren't you Catholic? - Not all. 88 00:11:06,907 --> 00:11:10,089 89 00:11:10,090 --> 00:11:14,109 90 00:11:15,367 --> 00:11:19,160 91 00:11:19,195 --> 00:11:23,204 92 00:11:24,111 --> 00:11:28,327 93 00:11:28,328 --> 00:11:31,728 94 00:11:34,390 --> 00:11:37,999 95 00:11:38,000 --> 00:11:42,064 96 00:13:41,900 --> 00:13:45,131 ''To Massimo, for the seven years we've spent together, 97 00:13:45,660 --> 00:13:48,618 for the part of you l miss, the part l'll never have, 98 00:13:49,460 --> 00:13:52,418 for every time you said: 'l can't,' 99 00:13:52,660 --> 00:13:55,413 and for every time you said: l'll come back. 100 00:13:56,620 --> 00:13:58,631 Forever waiting, 101 00:13:58,780 --> 00:14:02,111 may l call my patience 'love' ? 102 00:14:03,540 --> 00:14:05,858 Your lgnorant Fairy.'' 103 00:14:06,740 --> 00:14:09,296 Your lgnorant Fairy? 104 00:14:12,420 --> 00:14:14,775 ''To Massimo, for the seven years we've spent together...'' 105 00:14:47,820 --> 00:14:49,776 Who gave that painting to Massimo? 106 00:14:49,820 --> 00:14:51,439 Antonia, is that you? 107 00:14:51,580 --> 00:14:54,048 Giulio, l know you know, tell me who gave it to him. 108 00:14:54,100 --> 00:14:55,649 Are you okay? 109 00:14:55,700 --> 00:14:57,258 Just tell me about the painting! 110 00:14:57,500 --> 00:14:59,456 What painting? 111 00:14:59,700 --> 00:15:02,453 When you sent me Massimo's stuff, a painting came along with it. 112 00:15:03,540 --> 00:15:05,696 l think Simona handled that. 113 00:15:05,740 --> 00:15:08,652 l know you covered for him before, but now l have to know. 114 00:15:08,700 --> 00:15:10,658 l'll come over if you want. 115 00:15:10,700 --> 00:15:13,089 No, don't, give me Simona's home phone number. 116 00:15:13,340 --> 00:15:16,093 - Do you want me to come over? - Give it to me now! 117 00:15:16,880 --> 00:15:18,435 lt's not here. 118 00:15:18,580 --> 00:15:20,969 Why should l have kept a delivery receipt? 119 00:15:21,140 --> 00:15:23,498 Because you're Miss Perfect-maniac 120 00:15:23,860 --> 00:15:25,891 That's what Massimo always said. 121 00:15:25,940 --> 00:15:28,977 - What else did he say about me? - Why do you want to know? 122 00:15:29,260 --> 00:15:31,957 l don't work just for my paycheck. 123 00:15:32,860 --> 00:15:34,976 Get me that damned receipt... 124 00:15:35,220 --> 00:15:37,609 and l'll tell you everything that Massimo thought of you. 125 00:15:37,860 --> 00:15:39,976 l can assure you that Massimo wasn't having an affair. 126 00:15:40,020 --> 00:15:42,248 l can assure you he was! 127 00:15:44,420 --> 00:15:46,494 l found it! 128 00:15:50,940 --> 00:15:54,853 There's just an address with an Apt. number but no last name. 129 00:15:55,380 --> 00:15:57,575 You don't know who lives at this address? 130 00:15:57,820 --> 00:15:59,435 No. 131 00:16:02,540 --> 00:16:04,896 Fine, l'll find it out by myself. 132 00:16:05,300 --> 00:16:07,352 Antonia, wait. 133 00:16:07,520 --> 00:16:09,173 Well? 134 00:16:10,420 --> 00:16:12,378 Massimo always said: 135 00:16:12,420 --> 00:16:15,575 ''l have total faith in Simona, she would never betray me.'' 136 00:16:15,740 --> 00:16:18,800 That's actually what l thought about my husband. 137 00:16:21,696 --> 00:16:27,074 Song: " Birdenbire " by Yasemin Sonnino 138 00:18:09,820 --> 00:18:12,812 Who told you that he wants to screw me over? 139 00:18:13,140 --> 00:18:15,574 What do you gotta say about my life? 140 00:18:15,980 --> 00:18:18,369 Let me give you some advice about men. 141 00:18:18,640 --> 00:18:20,796 What do you know about men? 142 00:18:20,940 --> 00:18:23,773 - Mara cares about you, you know? - She shouldn't be so nosy. 143 00:18:24,020 --> 00:18:26,276 l don't go tellin' her who to fuck. 144 00:18:26,277 --> 00:18:28,977 -Don't you have any self respect ? -Surely more than you ! 145 00:18:31,334 --> 00:18:34,123 When it comes to other people's lives you are know-all 146 00:18:34,158 --> 00:18:36,773 - Luisella, you're ridiculous. - He's waiting for me. 147 00:18:37,660 --> 00:18:39,676 Yeah right, with a horse and carriage. 148 00:18:40,020 --> 00:18:42,329 Mara, did l ask you anything? 149 00:18:42,400 --> 00:18:44,458 What the fuck do you all care? 150 00:18:44,500 --> 00:18:46,809 lt's my money, l'll do whatever the fuck l want. 151 00:18:47,060 --> 00:18:51,053 There's no way he's gonna kiss love good-bye for 800,000 lire. 152 00:18:51,500 --> 00:18:53,695 That guy would sell you for just 10,000 lire. 153 00:18:53,940 --> 00:18:57,853 l gave him that money on the spur of the moment, he didn't ask me for it. 154 00:18:58,260 --> 00:19:00,899 - Wow, you even admit it! - Mara, get offa my back! 155 00:19:01,140 --> 00:19:04,610 - Don't go, don't lose face. - Mind your own business, fat cow. 156 00:19:05,580 --> 00:19:07,138 Outta the way, bitch! 157 00:19:08,420 --> 00:19:09,933 She acts like that 158 00:19:10,180 --> 00:19:13,172 every time a guy screws her over, which happens all the time. 159 00:19:15,620 --> 00:19:17,372 Do you feel sick? 160 00:19:18,180 --> 00:19:19,613 No... 161 00:19:19,860 --> 00:19:21,259 ...sort of. 162 00:19:21,420 --> 00:19:23,731 l have to deliver this painting to Apartment 10. 163 00:19:23,780 --> 00:19:27,275 - They're asleep at Mariani's now. - Mariani? Mrs. Mariani ? 164 00:19:27,980 --> 00:19:29,698 - Mrs.? - Miss ? 165 00:19:29,940 --> 00:19:31,293 Miss Mariani works... 166 00:19:31,540 --> 00:19:34,498 at the Open Market at night, and sleeps during the day, 167 00:19:35,420 --> 00:19:37,776 so it wouldn't be right to wake her. 168 00:19:46,980 --> 00:19:49,216 - Are you the concierge? - l wish. 169 00:19:49,260 --> 00:19:51,410 l'm the building administrator. 170 00:19:53,020 --> 00:19:54,489 Thank you. 171 00:19:56,620 --> 00:19:59,334 - The lgnorant Fairy is beautiful. - You know her? 172 00:19:59,380 --> 00:20:01,132 - Who? - The Fairy. 173 00:20:01,380 --> 00:20:04,338 lt's the name of the painting, it's by Joseph Lanti. 174 00:20:04,960 --> 00:20:06,413 l didn't know that. 175 00:20:06,660 --> 00:20:08,457 But this is just a copy. 176 00:20:08,780 --> 00:20:11,533 You can leave it with me, l'll give it to Miss Mariani. 177 00:20:11,900 --> 00:20:14,494 No, l have to deliver it personally. 178 00:20:14,900 --> 00:20:16,574 lf that's what you want, 179 00:20:16,860 --> 00:20:19,374 then come back on a Sunday around lunchtime, 180 00:20:20,660 --> 00:20:22,651 or you can go to the Open Market. 181 00:20:22,940 --> 00:20:25,090 - All right, good-bye. - What about my glass? 182 00:20:25,340 --> 00:20:26,898 Sorry. 183 00:20:56,100 --> 00:20:58,694 MARlANl M. and CO. Offices located on: Via del Commercio 184 00:21:58,700 --> 00:22:01,030 Hurry up here, we need you guys. 185 00:22:01,180 --> 00:22:03,232 Excuse me, what floor... 186 00:22:21,060 --> 00:22:24,099 You've got the keys, why don't you use them? 187 00:22:24,380 --> 00:22:27,355 lf you didn't bring dessert, l'll kill you. 188 00:22:28,220 --> 00:22:29,773 -Good day ! - Sorry.... 189 00:22:29,860 --> 00:22:31,976 ....l thought it was Riccardo with... 190 00:22:33,980 --> 00:22:36,448 - l'm looking for Miss Mariani. - Who? 191 00:22:36,740 --> 00:22:39,196 Miss Mariani... isn't this her house? 192 00:22:39,360 --> 00:22:41,418 For the painting. 193 00:22:41,520 --> 00:22:43,294 That depends... 194 00:22:43,340 --> 00:22:44,895 Come in. 195 00:22:44,940 --> 00:22:46,259 Have a seat. 196 00:22:47,620 --> 00:22:49,576 Serra, get over here. 197 00:22:52,540 --> 00:22:55,912 Figure out what she wants, she's speaking in code. 198 00:22:56,340 --> 00:22:57,675 Hello. 199 00:22:58,860 --> 00:23:01,454 - Don't you remember me? - l don't know. 200 00:23:01,620 --> 00:23:03,409 Michele? 201 00:23:09,700 --> 00:23:11,756 Do you want some orange juice? 202 00:23:12,540 --> 00:23:14,292 Whatever you want. 203 00:23:15,500 --> 00:23:19,732 - Maybe this isn't the right time. - There's never a right time here. 204 00:23:20,980 --> 00:23:23,450 l'm Mara, nice to meet you. 205 00:23:23,500 --> 00:23:24,974 Likewise, l'm Antonia. 206 00:23:25,020 --> 00:23:27,011 - Have a drink. - No, thanks. 207 00:23:27,260 --> 00:23:28,749 Drink up! 208 00:23:29,620 --> 00:23:31,469 Trust me. 209 00:23:33,380 --> 00:23:36,240 Sorry about my timing, it's always off, 210 00:23:36,860 --> 00:23:39,010 l just wanted to speak with Miss Mariani. 211 00:23:39,260 --> 00:23:40,613 You've made a mistake, 212 00:23:41,620 --> 00:23:44,009 this is my house and there's no Miss Mariani living here. 213 00:23:44,260 --> 00:23:46,012 But she told me 214 00:23:46,260 --> 00:23:49,238 that Miss Mariani lives here, and that l should stop by on Sunday. 215 00:23:49,380 --> 00:23:51,811 l messed up, l do that a lot. 216 00:23:52,660 --> 00:23:55,399 She used to live here, but not anymore. Right, Michele? 217 00:23:56,580 --> 00:23:58,836 Right, and she's not coming back, 218 00:23:59,200 --> 00:24:01,231 at least for now. 219 00:24:01,300 --> 00:24:04,736 She never says where she's going, it's tough to get a hold of her. 220 00:24:12,540 --> 00:24:15,234 - l wanted to return this painting. - l'll give it to her. 221 00:24:15,380 --> 00:24:17,974 No, l wanted to deliver it to her personally. 222 00:24:19,340 --> 00:24:21,371 That'll be difficult 223 00:24:21,420 --> 00:24:23,456 because she's always away, she travels a lot. 224 00:24:23,700 --> 00:24:26,692 - Here one day, gone the next. - Appears, then disappears again. 225 00:24:26,940 --> 00:24:28,873 She's like a gypsy. 226 00:24:29,100 --> 00:24:31,170 lt's almost impossible that you'll find her. 227 00:24:31,420 --> 00:24:34,014 lf you'll excuse us, people are coming over for lunch. 228 00:24:42,060 --> 00:24:44,959 We can't help you. Sorry. 229 00:24:56,260 --> 00:24:59,138 - She's your sister, isn't she? - Right, his twin. 230 00:25:03,420 --> 00:25:05,375 Good-bye. 231 00:25:08,980 --> 00:25:10,891 You're a real bitch! 232 00:25:11,140 --> 00:25:13,495 Did all that fat seep into your head? 233 00:25:18,260 --> 00:25:20,216 She's gone now. 234 00:25:22,060 --> 00:25:24,116 Get your fat ass outta here! 235 00:25:27,820 --> 00:25:30,857 You dragged all that stuff out there but the table isn't set. 236 00:25:30,940 --> 00:25:32,568 Aren't we going to set the table? 237 00:25:32,620 --> 00:25:34,611 Don't change the subject, you're a bitch. 238 00:25:34,860 --> 00:25:36,891 lf you stay here you're gonna get stabbed. 239 00:25:36,940 --> 00:25:39,270 lf that girl comes back you'll get the stabbing. 240 00:25:39,420 --> 00:25:40,848 No way! 241 00:25:40,900 --> 00:25:42,952 She figured it all out, 242 00:25:43,040 --> 00:25:45,874 she's in a hospital now recovering from shock. 243 00:25:48,080 --> 00:25:50,135 Jesus Christ! 244 00:25:50,900 --> 00:25:53,733 You have the keys to my house, give them back. 245 00:26:07,180 --> 00:26:10,274 That's Ernesto, these aren't his visiting hours. 246 00:26:13,640 --> 00:26:15,593 l'm sorry. 247 00:26:35,420 --> 00:26:36,569 Please leave now. 248 00:26:38,740 --> 00:26:42,574 l want to speak with Miss Mariani, she was my husband's lover. 249 00:26:42,820 --> 00:26:46,671 - l won't leave until l speak to her. - Why won't you give up? 250 00:26:47,080 --> 00:26:48,569 l don't understand you. 251 00:26:48,660 --> 00:26:51,818 l don't care if you understand, l just want to speak with her. 252 00:26:52,620 --> 00:26:54,473 That's impossible! 253 00:26:54,940 --> 00:26:57,096 Who are you, some relative? 254 00:26:57,140 --> 00:26:59,012 l don't have any relatives, 255 00:26:59,100 --> 00:27:01,056 just an aunt, but she's 70. 256 00:27:03,100 --> 00:27:05,614 - ls she your wife? - My wife! 257 00:27:05,940 --> 00:27:08,215 - Why's the door wide open? - Hello everybody! 258 00:27:08,460 --> 00:27:11,793 - Wasn't this the same painting... - Yes, you slow pokes. 259 00:27:13,220 --> 00:27:16,053 lf your husband wanted you to know, he would have told you, 260 00:27:16,500 --> 00:27:18,730 or he would have let you find out. 261 00:27:20,380 --> 00:27:22,671 -Ciao Michele -Guys, this isn't the time. 262 00:27:22,720 --> 00:27:24,892 Why are you all bitchy? 263 00:27:24,940 --> 00:27:26,892 Go out to the terrace 264 00:27:26,940 --> 00:27:29,158 -What's up with him? -I'll tell you. Let's go outside 265 00:27:31,071 --> 00:27:33,661 -Who is she ? -Don't you recognize her ? 266 00:27:35,340 --> 00:27:39,253 Just let it go, he isn't with us anymore. 267 00:27:40,340 --> 00:27:42,592 So you know everything ? 268 00:27:43,220 --> 00:27:45,376 Please, just let me speak to that woman. 269 00:27:45,420 --> 00:27:48,771 That woman doesn't exist! You really don't get it? 270 00:27:49,180 --> 00:27:52,458 Have you looked around here? Do you need subtitles? 271 00:27:55,180 --> 00:27:57,648 So why did my husband have the keys to this apartment? 272 00:27:57,900 --> 00:27:59,913 Exactly! 273 00:28:00,180 --> 00:28:02,498 Whose apartment is this? 274 00:28:04,620 --> 00:28:07,009 - Yours. - Well then? 275 00:28:07,260 --> 00:28:09,212 Doesn't two plus two equal four? 276 00:28:09,300 --> 00:28:11,495 You can just burst into my house whenever you want, 277 00:28:11,740 --> 00:28:14,857 but l could never get close to your perfect little house by the river, 278 00:28:15,540 --> 00:28:17,498 so spare me the melodrama, 279 00:28:17,540 --> 00:28:20,559 because if anyone should be angry, it should be me, not you. 280 00:28:20,820 --> 00:28:22,970 l remained silent for seven years, 281 00:28:23,220 --> 00:28:26,054 now it's your turn to be good, at least just once. 282 00:28:26,420 --> 00:28:29,932 What good does it do you to know l was your husband's lover? 283 00:28:30,860 --> 00:28:33,613 - No. - Yes l was, for seven years. 284 00:28:41,740 --> 00:28:44,095 - Well? - Give us a recap. 285 00:28:45,620 --> 00:28:48,259 Shit, she even made me feel guilty. 286 00:28:50,860 --> 00:28:53,712 lt's not like l stole him. 287 00:30:27,580 --> 00:30:29,811 Massimo was having an affair. 288 00:30:32,360 --> 00:30:34,416 Really? Good. 289 00:30:37,460 --> 00:30:39,115 Good? 290 00:30:40,260 --> 00:30:42,916 He was a human being after all. 291 00:30:44,980 --> 00:30:47,130 Mom, it lasted seven years. 292 00:30:47,660 --> 00:30:50,652 - Poor thing! - Please, don't pity me. 293 00:30:51,180 --> 00:30:53,410 Not you, l feel sorry for her. 294 00:30:54,860 --> 00:30:59,273 - You're not on my side? - lt's difficult being the mistress 295 00:31:00,620 --> 00:31:02,856 You're always in the shadows, picking up the crumbs. 296 00:31:02,900 --> 00:31:05,778 Quit the soap opera talk. 297 00:31:06,260 --> 00:31:07,295 No. 298 00:31:09,100 --> 00:31:10,499 This is real life. 299 00:31:10,540 --> 00:31:12,373 General Sperelli... 300 00:31:12,420 --> 00:31:15,571 Do you remember that tall handsome man that lived in the house... 301 00:31:17,060 --> 00:31:19,218 ...at the end of the square? 302 00:31:22,860 --> 00:31:27,114 Your father had already left, but his wife and children hadn't. 303 00:31:28,820 --> 00:31:31,231 lt lasted 9 years. 304 00:31:32,540 --> 00:31:34,992 l didn't notice a thing. 305 00:31:35,980 --> 00:31:38,471 You were never very curious about life, 306 00:31:38,620 --> 00:31:42,249 you married your high-school classmate, pretty unadventurous! 307 00:31:43,620 --> 00:31:47,090 - You never liked Massimo. - No, it's not about him. 308 00:31:47,380 --> 00:31:49,655 l didn't like the fact that you got off at the first stop, 309 00:31:49,900 --> 00:31:52,056 that you gave up everything for him, 310 00:31:52,100 --> 00:31:54,455 even medical school, and your own friends. 311 00:31:56,380 --> 00:31:59,338 To make him happy you never even had a child. 312 00:32:01,140 --> 00:32:04,098 l didn't like the fact that what you had was enough. 313 00:32:09,660 --> 00:32:12,013 Do you think you'll meet her? 314 00:32:13,980 --> 00:32:16,414 - l already did. - How did it go? 315 00:32:18,460 --> 00:32:20,612 l slapped her. 316 00:32:23,500 --> 00:32:27,049 - ls she married? Or with anyone? - l don't think so. 317 00:32:27,360 --> 00:32:28,815 Well ? 318 00:32:28,860 --> 00:32:32,216 You're both alone.You could even become friends. 319 00:32:34,540 --> 00:32:37,657 Mom, did you know you're a big help? 320 00:32:40,020 --> 00:32:42,853 l lost my husband twice and all you can tell me is... 321 00:32:43,340 --> 00:32:45,596 ...that l messed up all my life. 322 00:32:46,260 --> 00:32:47,815 Thanks. 323 00:32:49,220 --> 00:32:51,336 lf l think of committing suicide l'll call you. 324 00:32:51,920 --> 00:32:53,653 lf Curelli doesn't show up 30'.... 325 00:32:53,700 --> 00:32:55,611 call him, please. 326 00:32:55,760 --> 00:32:58,858 He always delivers too late for us to make returns at 4:00. 327 00:32:58,900 --> 00:33:01,050 And the pineapples are all wet. 328 00:33:08,420 --> 00:33:10,472 What do you want? 329 00:33:11,140 --> 00:33:13,596 l just want to speak to you. 330 00:33:14,500 --> 00:33:16,697 About what? 331 00:33:16,900 --> 00:33:19,131 l want to know everything. 332 00:33:20,460 --> 00:33:23,020 He isn't here anymore, not for you or me. 333 00:33:24,140 --> 00:33:26,717 lt's not that simple, 334 00:33:27,020 --> 00:33:29,739 l want to know how you met, 335 00:33:31,260 --> 00:33:33,955 when you decided to get together, 336 00:33:34,220 --> 00:33:36,780 when it was you saw each other, what lies you told me. 337 00:33:37,300 --> 00:33:39,472 Marilena, l'll be right back. 338 00:33:40,260 --> 00:33:43,889 l have to know what really went on between you two, 339 00:33:44,860 --> 00:33:46,452 l have to understand. 340 00:33:46,820 --> 00:33:49,288 What is there to understand? l loved him and he loved me. 341 00:33:49,620 --> 00:33:51,576 That's not true, l don't believe it. 342 00:33:52,100 --> 00:33:54,256 l put up with you when he was alive, 343 00:33:54,300 --> 00:33:57,098 you had him for all the holidays, for all the vacations, 344 00:33:57,340 --> 00:34:00,571 now he's gone and l still have to put up with you. No way! 345 00:34:02,460 --> 00:34:05,520 Listen, you knew he was married. 346 00:34:07,580 --> 00:34:09,650 Take a good look! l'm a man. 347 00:34:10,580 --> 00:34:13,333 lf he was with me, too, there was a reason for it. 348 00:34:15,820 --> 00:34:17,776 l'm not your rival, 349 00:34:18,980 --> 00:34:20,936 l never tried to take him away. 350 00:34:25,740 --> 00:34:27,996 You have nothing to do with him, 351 00:34:28,500 --> 00:34:31,094 you have nothing to do with the Massimo that l knew. 352 00:34:34,700 --> 00:34:37,291 Then maybe you didn't know him well. 353 00:34:38,140 --> 00:34:40,317 l didn't know him well? 354 00:34:40,980 --> 00:34:43,719 Fifteen years of marriage and you say l didn't know him well? 355 00:34:43,860 --> 00:34:46,818 We ate off the same plate, we drank out of the same glass, 356 00:34:47,300 --> 00:34:50,133 l always knew what he was thinking, and it was the same for him, 357 00:34:50,940 --> 00:34:53,090 he didn't even need to ask me. 358 00:34:53,340 --> 00:34:55,535 And you're telling me l didn't know him well? 359 00:34:59,500 --> 00:35:01,809 l couldn't even go to his funeral. 360 00:35:02,060 --> 00:35:05,848 You know what l have left? A stack of photographs. 361 00:35:09,580 --> 00:35:11,857 He lied to me. 362 00:35:12,780 --> 00:35:14,513 For years. 363 00:35:14,660 --> 00:35:18,096 Don't you get it? l don't know who he was anymore. 364 00:35:32,020 --> 00:35:35,032 Once, l came to your lab to have my blood tested, 365 00:35:35,180 --> 00:35:37,216 l wanted to see you... 366 00:35:40,620 --> 00:35:42,872 l can't take this. 367 00:35:45,060 --> 00:35:47,696 Know what l thought when l saw you? 368 00:35:47,740 --> 00:35:49,495 No. 369 00:36:21,820 --> 00:36:24,376 Open and close your fist. 370 00:36:26,940 --> 00:36:29,292 Stay still. 371 00:36:31,820 --> 00:36:34,476 Have you had l.V. serum for long? 372 00:36:38,780 --> 00:36:40,736 You didn't feel a thing, right? 373 00:36:48,020 --> 00:36:50,531 You're Massimo's wife, aren't you? 374 00:36:57,900 --> 00:37:00,292 l'm sorry for what happened. 375 00:37:06,480 --> 00:37:08,632 Christ, what a slut! 376 00:37:08,900 --> 00:37:11,812 Where should l send this guy? To the metro stop at the Pyramid. 377 00:37:12,140 --> 00:37:14,290 - No, at EUR station (very far) - Okay! 378 00:37:14,540 --> 00:37:17,179 Want to bet l can convince her to stay for lunch? 379 00:37:17,260 --> 00:37:19,218 l don't really care. 380 00:37:19,260 --> 00:37:22,570 Then why did you make me do that tear-jerker phone call? 381 00:37:23,020 --> 00:37:25,170 - For Ernesto. - For Ernesto! 382 00:37:25,420 --> 00:37:27,695 Why don't you keep your fat ass out of this? 383 00:37:27,980 --> 00:37:31,370 Because unlike some people, 384 00:37:31,740 --> 00:37:34,300 l use my fat ass just to sit on. 385 00:37:34,820 --> 00:37:38,096 How did it go? The Salvation Army is serving lunch. 386 00:37:38,240 --> 00:37:40,337 Will you stay with us for lunch? 387 00:37:41,740 --> 00:37:43,817 Thanks, but l can't. 388 00:37:43,860 --> 00:37:46,210 You have to take out the l.V. in an hour, anyway, right? 389 00:37:46,260 --> 00:37:48,899 - Come cut some onions. - You already know Luisella. 390 00:37:49,980 --> 00:37:52,255 She's been screwed over by a record number of men. 391 00:37:52,540 --> 00:37:55,493 At least l find men to screw me over, you can't even get that far. 392 00:37:55,540 --> 00:37:58,229 lf they're not losers you don't want them. 393 00:37:58,260 --> 00:38:00,410 Can you dice the onion into tiny pieces? 394 00:38:02,160 --> 00:38:04,018 You're so chic. 395 00:38:04,100 --> 00:38:06,534 When are you having a sale? l want to be chic, too. 396 00:38:06,780 --> 00:38:09,613 - You need a miracle, honey. - Grace Kelly has spoken. 397 00:38:09,900 --> 00:38:12,156 Antonia, meet the guys. 398 00:38:13,500 --> 00:38:16,173 - That's Riccardo. - My condolences... hello. 399 00:38:16,460 --> 00:38:18,416 - That's Luciano - Hello. 400 00:38:19,020 --> 00:38:21,534 These two are as inseparable as tweedledee and tweedledum. 401 00:38:21,820 --> 00:38:24,012 That's Sandro. 402 00:38:24,180 --> 00:38:26,899 Sandro is the only one who doesn't live in this building. 403 00:38:27,040 --> 00:38:29,590 But he'd like to, now that Massimo isn't here. 404 00:38:29,660 --> 00:38:31,916 -Let's go sit at the table - Serra, toss the salad 405 00:38:55,660 --> 00:38:58,333 Mara made a decision, she's going back to her home town. 406 00:38:58,620 --> 00:39:00,876 She always says she will, but she never does. 407 00:39:01,240 --> 00:39:04,252 - She doesn't have the nerve. - She will go, but she shouldn't. 408 00:39:04,860 --> 00:39:07,096 l think she should go just like she is. 409 00:39:07,140 --> 00:39:09,893 That way she'll be free from this nightmare once and for all. 410 00:39:10,140 --> 00:39:12,335 They will be the ones to free themselves from her. 411 00:39:12,580 --> 00:39:16,016 What do you think, Antonia? Should she go, or not? 412 00:39:16,340 --> 00:39:18,451 l actually don't understand. 413 00:39:18,500 --> 00:39:20,850 Let me explain, l grew up in Catanzaro (South Italy) 414 00:39:20,900 --> 00:39:22,838 She has a real family, 415 00:39:22,880 --> 00:39:24,936 even though that's hard to believe. 416 00:39:24,980 --> 00:39:28,029 She was born from a genetic experiment 417 00:39:28,380 --> 00:39:30,413 that went terribly wrong. 418 00:39:30,660 --> 00:39:34,369 And who made you, a whale and a cactus? 419 00:39:35,140 --> 00:39:36,895 For Christ's sake! 420 00:39:36,940 --> 00:39:39,812 Mara hasn't been back to her hometown in ten years. 421 00:39:40,900 --> 00:39:44,290 Her darling little brother is getting married next week 422 00:39:44,580 --> 00:39:46,536 and Mara wants to go, 423 00:39:47,100 --> 00:39:50,058 but nobody there knows that ''he'' is now a ''she.'' 424 00:39:50,300 --> 00:39:53,770 l really want to see my grandma, she's 99 years old. 425 00:39:54,180 --> 00:39:56,933 lf she sees you like that she won't live to see 100. 426 00:39:57,180 --> 00:40:00,377 - l can go dressed like a man. - lt's a wedding, not Halloween. 427 00:40:00,620 --> 00:40:02,876 A man with two tits like that? 428 00:40:03,340 --> 00:40:05,253 l'll strap them down. 429 00:40:05,300 --> 00:40:08,212 And you'll wrap your face like the invisible man? 430 00:40:09,780 --> 00:40:11,691 That's a good idea. 431 00:40:19,620 --> 00:40:21,656 l want to know why she always has to do that. 432 00:40:21,700 --> 00:40:23,718 She's just being a fat, spiteful little girl 433 00:40:23,860 --> 00:40:25,532 Let's not give her the satisfaction. 434 00:40:25,780 --> 00:40:27,975 We won't say anything, otherwise she'll never stop. 435 00:40:28,020 --> 00:40:30,051 Here's the idiot who rang that way. 436 00:40:31,380 --> 00:40:33,511 That wasn't only Massimo's way 437 00:40:33,660 --> 00:40:36,015 l am pooped, but l did find a few things... 438 00:40:36,160 --> 00:40:38,178 Did you raid the flea market? 439 00:40:38,220 --> 00:40:41,053 Angelo Pezza: the lady patroness saint of flea markets. 440 00:40:41,340 --> 00:40:43,615 Who's he, the lead in your new play? 441 00:40:44,020 --> 00:40:46,898 Don't start with me, this is lsraele. 442 00:40:47,460 --> 00:40:50,418 -Hi everyone, l'm lsraele. -You're from the outskirts of Naples? 443 00:40:50,860 --> 00:40:53,010 - No, from downtown. - Get out!!! 444 00:40:53,260 --> 00:40:56,358 lt doesn't matter where he's from, but how he looks! 445 00:40:56,500 --> 00:40:59,378 - Come here. -I bet he ain't from downtown Naples 446 00:40:59,780 --> 00:41:02,071 And he's cute. 447 00:41:04,340 --> 00:41:06,337 Nice smile. 448 00:41:06,580 --> 00:41:09,458 - Are you a dentist? - No, l work in a bakery. 449 00:41:09,940 --> 00:41:11,455 lnteresting! 450 00:41:11,500 --> 00:41:13,656 So how do you make bread? 451 00:41:13,740 --> 00:41:15,692 You must've already learned. 452 00:41:15,740 --> 00:41:17,779 l've only known him for 20 minutes 453 00:41:18,079 --> 00:41:19,711 -Who are you? - Antonia 454 00:41:19,780 --> 00:41:21,896 ls that really her? 455 00:41:22,140 --> 00:41:24,973 - Who else could she be? - You're very photogenic. 456 00:41:25,220 --> 00:41:28,929 - You've got your usual tact. - The Turkish refugee has spoken. 457 00:41:29,100 --> 00:41:32,772 You're just touchy 'cause everyone steals the guys you pick up. 458 00:41:33,300 --> 00:41:35,658 Don't mind them. 459 00:41:35,940 --> 00:41:38,217 l don't mind anything anymore. 460 00:41:48,420 --> 00:41:51,298 You still haven't answered us. What should Mara do? 461 00:41:53,340 --> 00:41:55,410 l don't know, l don't know what to say. 462 00:41:56,020 --> 00:41:58,614 lf she tells the truth, she could be rejected. 463 00:41:59,780 --> 00:42:02,374 lf the alternative is never seeing them again, 464 00:42:02,620 --> 00:42:04,776 maybe it's best if she goes. 465 00:42:04,780 --> 00:42:06,818 And if they refuse to see her again? 466 00:42:08,060 --> 00:42:10,449 l always lie to the people l love. 467 00:42:10,700 --> 00:42:12,930 lt's dangerous to tell the truth. 468 00:42:16,420 --> 00:42:18,376 But, it isn't right... 469 00:42:19,420 --> 00:42:22,214 What isn't right? To lie to those you love? 470 00:42:22,260 --> 00:42:25,274 lf you tell the truth, they might not love you anymore. 471 00:42:28,820 --> 00:42:31,880 How can you love a man who always lies to you? 472 00:42:33,220 --> 00:42:35,551 Let's have a toast to the truth. 473 00:42:38,740 --> 00:42:41,296 First, l want to thank you all, 474 00:42:41,460 --> 00:42:43,928 for all the effort you made not to mention him, 475 00:42:44,380 --> 00:42:46,369 but it's useless. 476 00:42:47,500 --> 00:42:49,856 You can avoid saying his name, thinking of him, 477 00:42:50,500 --> 00:42:53,094 you can even forget about him, 478 00:42:54,140 --> 00:42:56,449 but Massimo is still here, with us, 479 00:42:58,260 --> 00:43:01,274 just like every Sunday, when he pretended to see the soccer games 480 00:43:02,180 --> 00:43:04,436 at the stadium and out of town. 481 00:43:04,580 --> 00:43:06,957 How many times did he tell you that? 482 00:43:10,140 --> 00:43:12,495 When you asked him how the game went, 483 00:43:12,540 --> 00:43:14,692 what did he tell you? 484 00:43:14,740 --> 00:43:17,915 l'll tell you what: everything that Mara told him. 485 00:43:24,380 --> 00:43:26,689 You're sitting in his place. 486 00:43:28,220 --> 00:43:30,672 So l want to toast him... 487 00:43:32,220 --> 00:43:34,676 ...because he was one of us. 488 00:43:39,120 --> 00:43:41,976 Aren't you going to toast with us? 489 00:43:49,820 --> 00:43:51,675 Sorry. 490 00:44:22,100 --> 00:44:24,092 What do you want? 491 00:44:24,140 --> 00:44:26,496 Why don't you get out of the car? 492 00:44:27,660 --> 00:44:29,696 Do you want to spend the day in your car? 493 00:44:29,760 --> 00:44:31,649 Yes. 494 00:44:53,700 --> 00:44:55,831 Milk or lemon? 495 00:44:58,180 --> 00:45:00,455 lt's not a tough question. What do you want? 496 00:45:02,480 --> 00:45:05,208 A tissue. 497 00:45:08,300 --> 00:45:10,656 Did you go back to see her? 498 00:45:13,620 --> 00:45:16,131 Was it that bad? 499 00:45:22,100 --> 00:45:24,614 You don't understand what he saw in her. 500 00:45:27,300 --> 00:45:29,756 What she had that you didn't. 501 00:45:30,720 --> 00:45:32,555 Right? 502 00:45:34,140 --> 00:45:36,256 No, l fully understand. 503 00:45:37,980 --> 00:45:41,131 Massimo didn't just have an affair, he had an entire world, 504 00:45:42,260 --> 00:45:44,251 his true family was totally different. 505 00:45:44,500 --> 00:45:46,855 Shush, what are you saying? 506 00:45:47,000 --> 00:45:49,258 Come into the house. 507 00:45:49,620 --> 00:45:52,088 l don't want to go in there anymore. 508 00:45:52,420 --> 00:45:54,975 You want to spend the rest of your life in your car? 509 00:45:55,060 --> 00:45:56,415 Yes. 510 00:45:57,140 --> 00:45:59,196 Fine, whatever you want. 511 00:46:03,000 --> 00:46:05,191 What time should l bring you dinner? 512 00:46:24,080 --> 00:46:25,849 Nora! 513 00:46:25,900 --> 00:46:27,979 That's enough. 514 00:46:34,805 --> 00:46:36,299 Nora! 515 00:46:36,300 --> 00:46:39,178 l'm very sorry, you too good for that, ma'am, 516 00:46:40,140 --> 00:46:42,296 you not deserve this. 517 00:46:42,380 --> 00:46:44,557 Mr. Massimo shouldn't have. 518 00:46:44,700 --> 00:46:46,155 Mom! 519 00:46:47,060 --> 00:46:49,620 You told Nora that Massimo was having an affair? 520 00:46:49,900 --> 00:46:52,858 Nora is obsessed, whenever l mention Massimo she bursts into tears. 521 00:46:53,220 --> 00:46:55,654 She put candles everywhere in the house, it's like one big shrine. 522 00:46:56,100 --> 00:46:58,256 Did you tell the neighbors, too? 523 00:46:58,300 --> 00:47:00,411 The only way to keep a secret.... 524 00:47:00,460 --> 00:47:02,928 is to choose one person to tell. 525 00:47:03,340 --> 00:47:05,490 We're all here together at the lab. 526 00:47:06,300 --> 00:47:09,690 Sooner or later it happens to us all, you know what men are like. 527 00:47:09,980 --> 00:47:12,813 - You have nothing to be ashamed of. - You told them, too! 528 00:47:13,260 --> 00:47:16,218 You're the one who should be ashamed, l can't stand you anymore. 529 00:47:16,540 --> 00:47:18,651 Why don't you go back to your house? 530 00:47:18,700 --> 00:47:21,350 l just want to be alone. Do you understand the word ''alone''? 531 00:47:32,940 --> 00:47:35,317 l came to cut some onions. 532 00:47:37,460 --> 00:47:40,418 l already cooked, but you can have some if you want. 533 00:47:40,900 --> 00:47:42,992 l'm not hungry. 534 00:47:43,660 --> 00:47:45,776 - l am thirsty, though. - Come in. 535 00:47:50,900 --> 00:47:54,210 Do you want some water, lemonade, iced tea? 536 00:47:55,540 --> 00:47:58,498 Yogurt? lced coffee? Hot coffee? 537 00:47:58,740 --> 00:48:01,254 Gin tonic? Ham sandwich? 538 00:48:02,620 --> 00:48:05,054 A glass of wine. 539 00:48:10,060 --> 00:48:12,494 l'm sorry about Sunday, l was an asshole, 540 00:48:13,060 --> 00:48:15,455 the others were excited about your being there, too, 541 00:48:15,500 --> 00:48:17,656 and they kind of got out of hand. 542 00:48:17,700 --> 00:48:20,214 - We're sorry. - l'm sorry. 543 00:48:21,660 --> 00:48:24,069 My timing is always bad. You're about to eat? 544 00:48:24,120 --> 00:48:27,678 This is for Ernesto. ln an hour l'm going to the Market, l'll eat there. 545 00:48:29,500 --> 00:48:32,214 l wanted to tell you that l can keep coming here. 546 00:48:32,460 --> 00:48:34,735 l left so abruptly, you might have thought that... 547 00:48:35,140 --> 00:48:37,419 l didn't think anything. 548 00:48:38,820 --> 00:48:41,380 l mean for the l.V. 549 00:48:42,100 --> 00:48:44,256 Thank you, l'd like that. 550 00:48:44,420 --> 00:48:47,218 Could you pass me the Parmesan? 551 00:48:52,580 --> 00:48:54,838 That's good, thanks. 552 00:48:56,080 --> 00:48:57,735 Massimo... 553 00:48:57,780 --> 00:48:59,574 l mean, you... 554 00:48:59,660 --> 00:49:02,930 Were you his first, or did he have others? 555 00:49:04,460 --> 00:49:06,816 l was his first, 556 00:49:07,180 --> 00:49:09,774 actually, the only one, he didn't have anyone else, 557 00:49:10,900 --> 00:49:13,099 men or women. 558 00:49:13,260 --> 00:49:15,429 Just the two of us. 559 00:49:22,540 --> 00:49:24,753 How do you know? 560 00:49:26,940 --> 00:49:28,995 How do you know? 561 00:49:30,560 --> 00:49:32,812 He told me so. 562 00:49:32,980 --> 00:49:35,457 And he never lied to you? 563 00:49:40,260 --> 00:49:42,569 We were both looking for the same book, 564 00:49:43,660 --> 00:49:45,751 a rare book... 565 00:49:47,020 --> 00:49:49,411 ...but l had gotten there first, 566 00:49:49,780 --> 00:49:53,693 the clerk told me there was only one copy left, 567 00:49:57,380 --> 00:49:59,536 which he went to get. 568 00:50:03,580 --> 00:50:05,877 While l was waiting, Massimo arrived, 569 00:50:07,380 --> 00:50:09,894 when he saw me near the computer he thought l was the clerk, 570 00:50:10,140 --> 00:50:13,079 he came right up to me and asked me for the same book, 571 00:50:13,340 --> 00:50:15,296 l wanted to laugh, because... 572 00:50:19,400 --> 00:50:21,455 lt's funny, isn't it? 573 00:50:24,380 --> 00:50:27,213 When the clerk came back with the book everything was cleared up, 574 00:50:28,020 --> 00:50:30,853 but that was the last copy and no new editions were scheduled. 575 00:50:32,780 --> 00:50:35,136 Massimo was really disappointed. 576 00:50:37,620 --> 00:50:39,997 He really wanted it. 577 00:50:42,500 --> 00:50:45,253 He told me he'd pay me double for it, 578 00:50:45,660 --> 00:50:48,572 actually he said: ''l'll give you whatever you want.'' 579 00:50:50,860 --> 00:50:53,216 lt was an awkward situation... 580 00:50:53,500 --> 00:50:57,095 ...because l had looked everywhere for it that day, 581 00:50:57,300 --> 00:50:59,656 and that was the fifth bookstore, 582 00:50:59,860 --> 00:51:02,613 and l couldn't believe l had found it. 583 00:51:06,140 --> 00:51:08,938 lt was red, it had a red cover, right? 584 00:51:13,020 --> 00:51:15,809 The complete works of Hikmet. 585 00:51:18,880 --> 00:51:22,371 l had other books of his, 586 00:51:22,460 --> 00:51:25,258 but that book had poems that l had never read before. 587 00:51:28,660 --> 00:51:32,539 l thought l could photocopy it and then give him the book. 588 00:51:35,220 --> 00:51:37,814 lt was the first time l had met someone who liked 589 00:51:38,060 --> 00:51:40,112 my favorite poet so much. 590 00:51:42,460 --> 00:51:44,471 She recites ''From your mind, 591 00:51:44,560 --> 00:51:46,339 from your flesh, 592 00:51:46,380 --> 00:51:48,848 from your heart, your words reached me, 593 00:51:49,780 --> 00:51:52,111 your words, brimming full of you... 594 00:51:53,300 --> 00:51:55,791 Your words, dear mother, 595 00:51:56,060 --> 00:51:58,416 your words, my love, 596 00:51:59,080 --> 00:52:01,391 you words, my friend. 597 00:52:03,820 --> 00:52:06,276 They were sad, bitter, 598 00:52:06,660 --> 00:52:08,951 they were happy, full of hope, 599 00:52:09,660 --> 00:52:11,810 they were courageous, heroic. 600 00:52:13,740 --> 00:52:15,696 Your words were men.'' 601 00:52:18,020 --> 00:52:20,278 The book was for you, wasn't it? 602 00:52:22,580 --> 00:52:25,150 Massimo didn't even know who Hikmet was. 603 00:54:29,100 --> 00:54:32,490 ''Just turn on the burner and l'll be ready. Have a good day!'' 604 00:55:16,780 --> 00:55:19,169 - Good morning. - Hi. 605 00:55:25,580 --> 00:55:28,014 l was up all night translating, 606 00:55:28,060 --> 00:55:31,054 so l made meatballs this morning to unwind, 607 00:55:31,100 --> 00:55:34,297 but you have to tell me where l went wrong. 608 00:55:35,340 --> 00:55:38,810 - Not so early in the morning. - His didn't come out like this. 609 00:55:39,780 --> 00:55:42,294 There's grated apple, hot pepper, 610 00:55:42,660 --> 00:55:44,916 cooked in onion and orange juice. 611 00:55:45,740 --> 00:55:47,896 Maybe there shouldn't be any onion. 612 00:55:49,500 --> 00:55:51,553 l wouldn't know! 613 00:55:51,740 --> 00:55:54,493 l thought that you taught him how to make them. 614 00:55:54,540 --> 00:55:56,749 Massimo always made them. 615 00:55:56,764 --> 00:55:59,050 - Massimo cooked? - Yes 616 00:56:00,540 --> 00:56:02,698 He's still asleep. 617 00:56:02,740 --> 00:56:05,254 - Do you want some coffee? - l have to hurry. 618 00:56:05,500 --> 00:56:08,050 We have to wash and change him. 619 00:56:08,220 --> 00:56:09,814 - Hi Tonia - Hi 620 00:56:09,860 --> 00:56:13,619 lf you need anything, just ask us. 621 00:56:14,220 --> 00:56:16,973 An accountant, a masseuse... 622 00:56:17,540 --> 00:56:21,658 They have friends everywhere, ready to solve any problem. 623 00:56:21,900 --> 00:56:25,973 She's exaggerating, but we're here if you need us. 624 00:56:26,700 --> 00:56:28,453 Thanks. 625 00:56:29,620 --> 00:56:32,896 l don't get it... Massimo cooked? 626 00:56:33,740 --> 00:56:36,174 Yes. Those were the best times with him. 627 00:56:36,540 --> 00:56:38,892 He'd invent, create things! 628 00:56:50,880 --> 00:56:52,977 Too sweet, aren't they? 629 00:56:53,020 --> 00:56:55,454 l don't even know the original. 630 00:56:56,820 --> 00:56:58,851 Hi Simone. Thanks. 631 00:57:01,580 --> 00:57:03,775 - Have a taste. - l'm on a diet. 632 00:57:04,020 --> 00:57:08,377 Mamma will never know, it's just some apple and orange. 633 00:57:14,500 --> 00:57:16,570 - How is it? - Good. 634 00:57:20,860 --> 00:57:23,090 Michele said you can keep these. 635 00:57:30,900 --> 00:57:33,175 l'll give you the recipe if you want. 636 00:57:36,888 --> 00:57:38,972 These are good 637 00:57:42,293 --> 00:57:45,244 I love these... 638 00:57:50,703 --> 00:57:53,353 Shall we take them ? 639 00:57:54,968 --> 00:57:57,007 Take them ! 640 00:57:58,171 --> 00:58:01,147 -These are our special offers -Thank you ! 641 00:58:05,254 --> 00:58:08,750 -I took these as well -You lost control ! 642 00:58:10,101 --> 00:58:13,176 - Luisella ! ? - Pass the stuff 643 00:58:24,769 --> 00:58:27,304 - A yellow flower ? - No ! 644 00:58:30,003 --> 00:58:32,714 - The white ones ? - They are beautiful 645 00:58:33,642 --> 00:58:37,041 Maybe this arrangement here ? 646 00:59:30,940 --> 00:59:33,171 August 22, two years ago, 647 00:59:33,220 --> 00:59:35,495 on the beach of Ostia, behind a bush, 648 00:59:35,740 --> 00:59:38,131 then again that evening at his place, 649 00:59:38,260 --> 00:59:40,410 and a few more times all night long. 650 00:59:43,420 --> 00:59:45,831 You even remember the date! 651 00:59:50,040 --> 00:59:52,832 Yeah, l did it with him on purpose. 652 00:59:53,060 --> 00:59:55,398 l wanted everything from him, 653 00:59:55,500 --> 00:59:57,936 even his disease. 654 01:00:02,860 --> 01:00:05,416 Emanuele meant everything to me. 655 01:00:05,540 --> 01:00:08,577 He'd take me, then leave me whenever he wanted. 656 01:00:08,900 --> 01:00:12,176 lf he felt suffocated, he'd do everything to push me away, 657 01:00:14,340 --> 01:00:16,615 but if l was the one to leave, he'd take me back. 658 01:00:18,420 --> 01:00:21,856 Then came the day when l got sick, 659 01:00:22,140 --> 01:00:25,129 they put me in a hospital, and he disappeared. 660 01:00:26,280 --> 01:00:28,672 You don't know where he is? 661 01:00:30,340 --> 01:00:32,458 You haven't heard from him since? 662 01:00:32,620 --> 01:00:35,259 No, but he knows exactly where l am. 663 01:00:37,620 --> 01:00:40,180 The only memento l have of him... 664 01:00:44,380 --> 01:00:46,413 ...is this. 665 01:00:50,460 --> 01:00:52,712 l know this place. 666 01:00:53,220 --> 01:00:55,299 lt's nearby. 667 01:00:55,340 --> 01:00:57,415 That's where we always met. 668 01:01:00,260 --> 01:01:03,138 Maybe we're still there, but no one sees us, 669 01:01:04,220 --> 01:01:06,654 because no one ever understood our love. 670 01:01:11,580 --> 01:01:13,855 Or maybe l'm the only one who's still there. 671 01:01:31,060 --> 01:01:34,099 l know a lot of people who take the same medicine. 672 01:01:37,140 --> 01:01:39,654 Ever since they started this treatment they're a lot better. 673 01:01:43,300 --> 01:01:45,734 They must be doing their treatment the right way, then. 674 01:01:48,500 --> 01:01:51,568 Couldn't you do it the right way, too? 675 01:01:57,380 --> 01:01:59,559 l like you a lot, Antonia 676 01:02:02,500 --> 01:02:04,518 We like you a lot. 677 01:02:05,100 --> 01:02:08,615 We have to find the spitting image of Michele. 678 01:02:08,760 --> 01:02:11,591 This girlfriend's obsessed! (Yavass: he talks about Sandro) 679 01:02:11,860 --> 01:02:13,288 Stop! 680 01:02:13,340 --> 01:02:16,457 - This one's identical to Michele. - At night, with the lights out. 681 01:02:16,740 --> 01:02:19,300 - What do you say? - Forget it! 682 01:02:21,360 --> 01:02:23,473 Try this one. 683 01:02:24,020 --> 01:02:26,176 What are they laughing about? 684 01:02:26,220 --> 01:02:28,570 Antonia puts them in a good mood. 685 01:02:28,620 --> 01:02:30,212 Let me see. 686 01:02:31,460 --> 01:02:34,418 l burned all the clothes l had in my previous life. 687 01:02:34,660 --> 01:02:37,220 You own a boutique and you don't own one suit. 688 01:02:37,460 --> 01:02:39,810 l sell women's clothes, silly! 689 01:02:40,180 --> 01:02:42,614 - This one isn't bad. - Too pumped up. 690 01:02:42,860 --> 01:02:45,055 How do they get like that? 691 01:02:45,340 --> 01:02:47,259 Too skinny! 692 01:02:48,900 --> 01:02:50,713 Bland. 693 01:02:50,780 --> 01:02:53,055 No, curly hair, not my type! 694 01:02:55,380 --> 01:02:57,298 Too feminine! 695 01:02:58,220 --> 01:03:00,212 What hicks! 696 01:03:00,260 --> 01:03:03,058 lf these guys knocked on your door you wouldn't let them in? 697 01:03:03,300 --> 01:03:06,258 - No way, l swear. - You've screwed worse trash! 698 01:03:06,300 --> 01:03:08,292 Look who's talking! 699 01:03:08,340 --> 01:03:12,128 lf l can have my dream guy, l might as well shoot for the best. 700 01:03:12,280 --> 01:03:15,697 lf we tighten your chest and let out the jacket, it'll fit. 701 01:03:15,740 --> 01:03:19,032 - You're hurting her! - lt's my prostate. 702 01:03:19,340 --> 01:03:22,259 l tighten around your chest and your prostate hurts? 703 01:03:22,300 --> 01:03:24,814 No, it's been hurting me for months. 704 01:03:25,820 --> 01:03:27,938 No, you can still see them. 705 01:03:27,980 --> 01:03:30,136 l can stick them under my armpits. 706 01:03:30,180 --> 01:03:32,371 No way, they'll hurt the whole time. 707 01:03:32,420 --> 01:03:34,576 l've always suffered in men's clothes. 708 01:03:34,620 --> 01:03:36,572 You didn't have breasts before. 709 01:03:36,620 --> 01:03:39,458 - l always thought l had them. - Try this one. 710 01:03:42,980 --> 01:03:45,289 Do you have this guy's e-mail? 711 01:03:45,540 --> 01:03:47,696 Yeah, but l wouldn't e-mail him. 712 01:03:47,740 --> 01:03:52,018 Gioconda darling, when desperate, you'd put your lips around anything. 713 01:03:54,900 --> 01:03:57,431 - What do you say? - Hideous !! 714 01:04:01,300 --> 01:04:03,336 Guys? l've decided. 715 01:04:03,780 --> 01:04:05,998 l'm going like this. 716 01:04:06,460 --> 01:04:09,190 You look like the Miss Gay Alternative! 717 01:04:09,280 --> 01:04:11,093 What a babe! 718 01:04:11,140 --> 01:04:14,610 You chose well, simple, conservative, a bit jungle-like... 719 01:04:14,660 --> 01:04:16,618 You'll go unnoticed! 720 01:04:16,660 --> 01:04:18,716 Are we done modeling now? 721 01:04:18,860 --> 01:04:21,328 l finished mine. Political, isn't it? 722 01:04:21,580 --> 01:04:24,491 ''Who's gonna get in my pants tonight?'' 723 01:04:25,660 --> 01:04:27,935 Can l have your attention, please. 724 01:04:28,900 --> 01:04:31,031 You would never imagine it, 725 01:04:31,180 --> 01:04:34,936 but after traveling aimlessly and pathetically around the world, 726 01:04:35,080 --> 01:04:38,331 we have among us once again, the best of the worst... 727 01:04:38,620 --> 01:04:41,634 Mr. ''l promise it to everyone but give it to no one''... 728 01:04:41,900 --> 01:04:44,256 Prince Emir! 729 01:04:48,460 --> 01:04:51,497 Would you all kindly get on the waiting list. 730 01:04:52,260 --> 01:04:54,273 Little sister! 731 01:04:59,460 --> 01:05:03,135 He's Serra's brother, l'd like to meet their parents. 732 01:05:08,080 --> 01:05:10,132 Guess what l brought you? 733 01:05:10,180 --> 01:05:12,694 l can't believe it! lt's out now! 734 01:05:16,620 --> 01:05:20,249 l postponed my departure to wait for the new CD to come out. 735 01:05:22,280 --> 01:05:24,518 lt's my favorite singer. 736 01:05:24,860 --> 01:05:26,873 l'm Emir. 737 01:05:29,000 --> 01:05:31,331 l know l've seen you somewhere. 738 01:05:32,300 --> 01:05:35,178 - ln a picture? - You've never been to lstanbul? 739 01:05:35,700 --> 01:05:38,050 - No. - Too bad, you should go. 740 01:05:38,100 --> 01:05:40,450 Don't listen to him, Emir's a real slut. 741 01:05:40,500 --> 01:05:42,816 Slut? l don't know what that means. 742 01:05:42,860 --> 01:05:45,191 Today you're drinking half a glass, too. 743 01:05:49,220 --> 01:05:51,239 To Emir !! 744 01:06:03,580 --> 01:06:06,699 That's weird, somebody l care about, just arrived. 745 01:06:08,320 --> 01:06:10,512 They say that when you break a glass 746 01:06:10,660 --> 01:06:13,015 a person you love has just left. 747 01:06:17,840 --> 01:06:19,709 To Emir. 748 01:06:28,460 --> 01:06:30,537 Don't you look nice! 749 01:06:31,720 --> 01:06:34,031 ls it the guy from the park? 750 01:06:34,140 --> 01:06:37,052 Now Nora's spying on me! 751 01:06:37,900 --> 01:06:39,938 What's there to hide? 752 01:06:39,980 --> 01:06:42,375 l'm going to a party with ten people. 753 01:06:42,420 --> 01:06:46,049 Don't get upset! l'm happy that you're dressing up for someone. 754 01:06:46,740 --> 01:06:50,210 l'm not dressing up for anyone, l'm dressing up for myself. 755 01:06:51,900 --> 01:06:54,653 That's what l used to say... nonsense! 756 01:06:55,900 --> 01:06:58,494 You should wear a necklace. Sorry! 757 01:06:58,640 --> 01:07:01,037 Give me your necklace. 758 01:07:01,060 --> 01:07:03,415 lt wouldn't look good with your dress. 759 01:07:04,500 --> 01:07:07,697 Hypocrite! Why don't you just say you don't want to give it to me? 760 01:07:07,940 --> 01:07:10,096 l've never taken it off! 761 01:07:10,140 --> 01:07:13,257 lt's the symbol of my freedom, it may sound silly but it's true. 762 01:07:13,400 --> 01:07:15,656 l didn't know you used to be a slave. 763 01:07:15,740 --> 01:07:18,110 ls it a present from the general? 764 01:07:19,780 --> 01:07:22,011 lt was from your aunt. 765 01:07:26,882 --> 01:07:28,588 Bye 766 01:11:00,140 --> 01:11:03,257 How did you get into the group? 767 01:11:04,620 --> 01:11:06,658 You don't know? 768 01:11:06,700 --> 01:11:09,156 Serra hasn't told me anything. 769 01:11:11,140 --> 01:11:13,596 l'm Massimo's wife. 770 01:11:13,760 --> 01:11:15,809 Massimo? 771 01:11:17,380 --> 01:11:19,689 The guy who was with Michele. 772 01:11:20,100 --> 01:11:22,630 Right! l never met him. 773 01:11:29,540 --> 01:11:31,895 Why are you always travelling? 774 01:11:32,940 --> 01:11:35,796 lt's in my blood. 775 01:11:37,520 --> 01:11:39,976 Must be a family thing. 776 01:11:40,140 --> 01:11:42,734 Serra left for more serious reasons, 777 01:11:42,880 --> 01:11:45,157 l just can't sit still. 778 01:11:45,260 --> 01:11:48,358 Soon l'm going to Amsterdam, then lstanbul. 779 01:11:56,860 --> 01:11:59,530 Will you spend the night with me? 780 01:12:08,080 --> 01:12:09,975 I'm sorry ! 781 01:12:10,820 --> 01:12:14,210 - You're very direct! - lt's a defect of mine. 782 01:12:19,380 --> 01:12:22,171 lt could be an asset, too. 783 01:12:29,140 --> 01:12:30,789 No! 784 01:12:34,660 --> 01:12:36,912 l'm a lot older than you. 785 01:12:37,340 --> 01:12:39,979 And it wouldn't be right. 786 01:12:59,222 --> 01:13:01,736 Drink this before it gets cold. 787 01:13:02,782 --> 01:13:05,012 lt'll help your stomach. 788 01:13:05,462 --> 01:13:07,514 You'll feel better. 789 01:13:10,262 --> 01:13:13,520 - What are you doing? - You used to get in bed with me. 790 01:13:13,902 --> 01:13:16,177 Now it's time to return the favor. 791 01:13:30,582 --> 01:13:32,734 l don't know what to do. 792 01:13:39,302 --> 01:13:43,500 For once in your life just think about yourself. 793 01:14:34,972 --> 01:14:39,058 NAZIM HIKMET "Complete Poetry" 794 01:15:12,822 --> 01:15:15,017 Take all the time you want. 795 01:15:15,580 --> 01:15:18,066 lf it helps you, come back to work.... 796 01:15:18,181 --> 01:15:21,076 but we can manage without you 797 01:15:24,364 --> 01:15:26,712 Don't worry more than you have to. 798 01:15:27,582 --> 01:15:30,813 Considering what happened, it's normal that you don't feel good. 799 01:15:39,282 --> 01:15:41,632 l didn't know you had gone back to work. 800 01:15:41,782 --> 01:15:44,238 l haven't, l don't feel good. 801 01:15:45,102 --> 01:15:47,821 - Me neither. - l mean l'm physically sick. 802 01:15:49,382 --> 01:15:51,832 - What's wrong? - l don't know. 803 01:15:52,342 --> 01:15:55,334 - What's wrong? - l'm having some tests done! 804 01:16:06,442 --> 01:16:08,694 Are you mad at me? 805 01:16:08,742 --> 01:16:11,336 You're the one who called, tell me what you want. 806 01:16:13,502 --> 01:16:16,162 Are you mad because of what happened at the party? 807 01:16:16,302 --> 01:16:19,135 - Did something strange happen? - Strange for you, maybe. 808 01:16:19,822 --> 01:16:22,074 Just forget about it. 809 01:16:23,322 --> 01:16:25,733 l have a lot on my mind, just forget it! 810 01:16:25,782 --> 01:16:28,138 Yeah, forget it! 811 01:16:28,582 --> 01:16:31,460 l go back home with two guys and find that book waiting for me. 812 01:16:31,702 --> 01:16:33,997 How do you think that made me feel? 813 01:16:34,142 --> 01:16:36,597 What does that book mean? That everything is forgiven? 814 01:16:36,942 --> 01:16:39,702 That now we can go on pretending? 815 01:16:40,382 --> 01:16:42,850 l left that book for you before l went to the party. 816 01:16:44,462 --> 01:16:47,032 How did l know you were going to have an orgy? 817 01:16:52,102 --> 01:16:54,672 You could have imagined it. 818 01:16:54,982 --> 01:16:57,491 Right, because it's normal for you! 819 01:16:57,642 --> 01:16:59,739 How many can you do in a night? 820 01:17:00,022 --> 01:17:02,252 Was it like that with Massimo? 821 01:17:02,482 --> 01:17:04,859 Did you bring them or did he? 822 01:17:04,902 --> 01:17:07,332 You bitch, you don't even have respect for him! 823 01:17:07,382 --> 01:17:11,074 l don't have respect? What do you people respect? 824 01:17:11,582 --> 01:17:14,938 You're all arrogant, ignorant... 825 01:17:15,222 --> 01:17:18,694 You don't care, you barge in on people's lives and destroy them, 826 01:17:18,742 --> 01:17:21,415 you're not the ones who fall to pieces! 827 01:17:21,742 --> 01:17:25,273 You always talk about love, you don't even know what it means. 828 01:17:26,462 --> 01:17:28,639 You don't know how to love. 829 01:17:28,782 --> 01:17:30,881 l loved Massimo. 830 01:17:31,342 --> 01:17:33,512 - Yes, l loved your husband! - Oh yeah? 831 01:17:33,562 --> 01:17:35,593 - Only because he was with me. - No. 832 01:17:35,742 --> 01:17:38,012 lf he had been alone you would have left him within a week. 833 01:17:38,062 --> 01:17:40,451 - That's not true! - Look at Sandro. 834 01:17:41,302 --> 01:17:45,659 He hangs on your every word, and he's nothing to you, he's too easy! 835 01:17:46,062 --> 01:17:48,518 You don't know how to love. 836 01:17:48,642 --> 01:17:50,257 And you? 837 01:17:50,302 --> 01:17:52,711 You spent your life hiding behind Massimo. 838 01:17:52,862 --> 01:17:55,330 Were you afraid of the world outside of his arms? 839 01:17:55,382 --> 01:17:57,420 Was he your guardian angel? 840 01:17:57,462 --> 01:18:01,216 You're just an uptight, frigid, middle-class bore! 841 01:18:01,362 --> 01:18:03,578 That's enough! Want to know what you are? 842 01:18:03,822 --> 01:18:05,878 Yeah! What am l? 843 01:18:06,142 --> 01:18:07,955 What? 844 01:18:08,662 --> 01:18:10,761 A faggot? 845 01:18:10,802 --> 01:18:12,655 Yes. 846 01:18:18,862 --> 01:18:20,975 Hi Serra. 847 01:18:23,942 --> 01:18:25,295 No! 848 01:18:27,982 --> 01:18:30,300 Okay, l'll be right there. 849 01:18:32,102 --> 01:18:34,354 Ernesto has disappeared. 850 01:18:35,102 --> 01:18:38,253 What does that mean? Wait! 851 01:18:52,782 --> 01:18:55,238 lf you find out anything, call me. 852 01:20:12,462 --> 01:20:15,738 He was begging me with his eyes to leave him there. 853 01:20:15,982 --> 01:20:19,497 l told him to come with me, that the rain would kill him. 854 01:20:20,222 --> 01:20:22,813 l nearly had to drag him away. 855 01:20:23,462 --> 01:20:27,011 He went there as if he hoped to meet up with his old boyfriend. 856 01:20:27,162 --> 01:20:29,041 Emanuele? 857 01:20:29,062 --> 01:20:32,259 When it started to rain he realized he'd never come. 858 01:20:33,462 --> 01:20:36,181 But he still didn't want me to take him away. 859 01:20:36,422 --> 01:20:40,779 Maybe Emanuele called and made a date with him and then never showed up. 860 01:20:41,022 --> 01:20:43,178 That's impossible. 861 01:20:44,662 --> 01:20:47,859 Emanuele died a year ago, but we never told him. 862 01:20:49,662 --> 01:20:52,051 And you all kept it a secret? 863 01:20:53,002 --> 01:20:55,081 Why? 864 01:20:58,302 --> 01:21:00,736 l was afraid that he would want to die, too. 865 01:21:01,982 --> 01:21:05,418 Ernesto has always been abandoned by everyone, even his parents. 866 01:21:45,262 --> 01:21:48,698 That's why he didn't show up and stopped looking for you. 867 01:21:55,822 --> 01:21:58,017 He didn't abandon you. 868 01:24:35,142 --> 01:24:37,100 Forgive me! 869 01:24:40,222 --> 01:24:41,950 Forgive me! 870 01:26:32,042 --> 01:26:34,141 l won, ma'am! 871 01:26:34,222 --> 01:26:36,736 Why didn't l think of it before? 872 01:26:37,802 --> 01:26:40,193 The symptoms were right there. 873 01:26:43,662 --> 01:26:45,734 Are you seeing anyone? 874 01:26:47,302 --> 01:26:49,320 No. 875 01:26:50,502 --> 01:26:52,972 lt's Massimo's. 876 01:26:54,862 --> 01:26:57,018 What are you going to do? 877 01:27:04,142 --> 01:27:06,698 This is wonderful news! 878 01:27:07,862 --> 01:27:09,893 l'm shocked, but... 879 01:27:10,902 --> 01:27:12,655 lt's wonderful ! 880 01:27:12,702 --> 01:27:15,814 lf l don't win it isn't fun. l'll quit playing! 881 01:27:19,382 --> 01:27:22,180 - You're all wrong. - l don't get it. 882 01:27:23,022 --> 01:27:25,841 You'd feel relieved if Antonia got together with someone. 883 01:27:26,362 --> 01:27:28,400 That's what you would want. 884 01:27:28,982 --> 01:27:32,736 What the fuck are you saying? l'm not in charge of Antonia's life! 885 01:27:33,562 --> 01:27:35,798 l already have enough problems as it is. 886 01:27:35,942 --> 01:27:38,854 Then you would be the only official widow left. 887 01:27:39,222 --> 01:27:40,860 You're such a bitch! 888 01:27:41,102 --> 01:27:43,138 Does it bother you if he starts living again? 889 01:27:43,382 --> 01:27:46,301 When did he ever stop, Sandro? He takes two guys to bed at once! 890 01:27:46,342 --> 01:27:48,855 -He fucks anybody, except for you - So what ? 891 01:27:49,462 --> 01:27:52,454 lf l fuck a little does that mean l'm not suffering? 892 01:27:52,822 --> 01:27:55,097 How do you know how much l miss Massimo? 893 01:27:55,862 --> 01:27:59,650 You haven't fallen in love with Antonia, have you? 894 01:28:00,542 --> 01:28:03,739 Serra, Lady Godiva isn't a lesbian. 895 01:28:04,182 --> 01:28:06,193 l'm talking about love! 896 01:28:07,262 --> 01:28:11,175 Maybe you don't know what that means. Stop thinking with your dick! 897 01:28:11,702 --> 01:28:14,296 You're obsessed with love! You still believe in fairy tales? 898 01:28:14,342 --> 01:28:17,097 -Of course! - Yes, we're witches! 899 01:28:17,502 --> 01:28:20,892 - Witches, l'm sick of this shit. - Michele, wait. 900 01:28:21,262 --> 01:28:24,857 lt won't kill you to talk about it, it's obvious something's bugging you. 901 01:28:25,102 --> 01:28:27,158 You don't understand. 902 01:28:27,542 --> 01:28:30,215 l'm just a little... nostalgic. 903 01:28:30,242 --> 01:28:32,011 For what? 904 01:28:32,062 --> 01:28:34,530 Maybe for a life that's bland, stupid, normal. 905 01:28:34,782 --> 01:28:38,273 You already have one, don't kid yourself. 906 01:28:41,002 --> 01:28:43,015 Maybe you're right. 907 01:28:46,622 --> 01:28:48,733 l'm going to see Ernesto. 908 01:29:06,782 --> 01:29:10,616 You've wanted to tell me something since you got here. 909 01:29:11,702 --> 01:29:15,297 They're tearing down our old house to build an apartment building. 910 01:29:16,862 --> 01:29:18,934 Everything is changing. 911 01:29:20,382 --> 01:29:24,978 A month ago they arrested that policeman that hurt you so badly. 912 01:29:25,902 --> 01:29:27,955 Halil ? 913 01:29:28,052 --> 01:29:29,156 Yes 914 01:29:29,162 --> 01:29:31,181 On what charges? 915 01:29:31,222 --> 01:29:33,778 Torture and abuse of prisoners. 916 01:29:35,302 --> 01:29:37,333 Will he be sentenced ? 917 01:29:37,382 --> 01:29:40,738 Surely, he lost all political backing 918 01:30:09,342 --> 01:30:11,375 What's wrong? 919 01:30:12,942 --> 01:30:14,791 Nothing. 920 01:30:16,422 --> 01:30:19,255 Emir asked me if l wanted to go to Amsterdam with him. 921 01:30:23,202 --> 01:30:25,455 What did you say? 922 01:30:27,362 --> 01:30:29,580 l accepted. 923 01:30:30,822 --> 01:30:32,994 Does Michele know? 924 01:30:34,102 --> 01:30:35,951 No. 925 01:30:37,442 --> 01:30:39,819 You're the first person l've told. 926 01:30:52,662 --> 01:30:56,177 l left lstanbul for Rome so l could change my life, 927 01:30:58,982 --> 01:31:02,140 but the real journey came when l climbed the stairs 928 01:31:02,182 --> 01:31:04,537 to knock on Michele's door. 929 01:31:05,702 --> 01:31:09,581 l didn't know anyone in the building and l needed some salt. 930 01:31:10,122 --> 01:31:13,292 He was the only person who opened the door. 931 01:31:13,582 --> 01:31:17,595 When he saw that l was out of breath from climbing the stairs, 932 01:31:20,022 --> 01:31:24,112 he said: ''lf you don't sit down, you'll need smelling salts instead!'' 933 01:31:25,282 --> 01:31:27,534 And he invited me in. 934 01:31:31,502 --> 01:31:34,574 You aren't in love with Emir. 935 01:31:38,022 --> 01:31:40,101 l know. 936 01:31:41,722 --> 01:31:45,020 l am thankful to life (Gracias a la Vida - Chilean Song) 937 01:31:45,462 --> 01:31:47,851 it has given me so much, 938 01:31:49,142 --> 01:31:51,451 it allowed me to hear 939 01:31:52,822 --> 01:31:55,256 so loud and clear, 940 01:31:56,462 --> 01:31:58,817 l hear nights and days, 941 01:32:00,102 --> 01:32:02,616 crickets and canaries, 942 01:32:03,742 --> 01:32:06,575 bustling, hammering, 943 01:32:07,742 --> 01:32:10,017 the howling of dogs 944 01:32:10,462 --> 01:32:14,171 and the tender voice of my beloved. 945 01:32:16,462 --> 01:32:19,135 l am thankful to life, 946 01:32:20,142 --> 01:32:22,940 it has given me so much... 947 01:32:25,482 --> 01:32:30,481 this heart in my chest with the loud beating 948 01:33:17,182 --> 01:33:19,438 Don't you want to go to sleep? 949 01:33:19,662 --> 01:33:21,411 No. 950 01:33:22,662 --> 01:33:24,754 lt's cold. 951 01:33:24,982 --> 01:33:26,938 l want to stay here a while longer. 952 01:33:44,302 --> 01:33:46,658 Leave that, l'll do it later. 953 01:33:46,702 --> 01:33:48,933 But l don't mind. 954 01:33:49,222 --> 01:33:52,314 l know, but then l have to help you and l don't feel like it. 955 01:33:52,462 --> 01:33:55,420 lt's not an obligation, plus you'll wash them later. 956 01:33:56,022 --> 01:33:58,153 Please, let it be. 957 01:34:21,702 --> 01:34:23,776 l'm leaving. 958 01:34:24,862 --> 01:34:27,296 The doctor says you're much better. 959 01:34:27,902 --> 01:34:30,318 lf you keep up your treatment, 960 01:34:30,582 --> 01:34:33,221 you'll be able to cut onions in a month. 961 01:34:33,622 --> 01:34:36,056 You have to dice them teeny tiny! 962 01:34:38,402 --> 01:34:40,774 Where will you be a month from now? 963 01:34:42,482 --> 01:34:44,495 l don't know. 964 01:34:44,542 --> 01:34:46,578 Maybe l'll already be back. 965 01:34:52,662 --> 01:34:54,677 What? 966 01:34:55,762 --> 01:34:57,477 What is it? 967 01:35:00,142 --> 01:35:03,192 Everybody here wanted to go with Emir, 968 01:35:03,322 --> 01:35:05,858 but nobody succeeded. 969 01:35:06,142 --> 01:35:09,300 - Then you come along and quietly.... - Quit it. 970 01:35:10,142 --> 01:35:12,398 l'm just going on a trip. 971 01:35:43,942 --> 01:35:46,219 We're all so stupid! 972 01:35:49,422 --> 01:35:51,792 So many rejected invitations... 973 01:35:52,622 --> 01:35:56,120 ...so much that goes unsaid, so many glances unreturned. 974 01:35:59,982 --> 01:36:03,258 So many times life passes us by and we don't even realize it. 975 01:36:05,182 --> 01:36:07,571 You made the right decision, it'll be a great trip. 976 01:36:16,942 --> 01:36:19,439 l wanted to tell you that... 977 01:36:31,662 --> 01:36:35,211 l left Ernesto's magazines at Serra's place. 978 01:36:35,462 --> 01:36:37,893 lf you want, l can go and get them. 979 01:36:43,302 --> 01:36:45,415 No, l'll get them. 980 01:38:04,022 --> 01:38:07,000 Can l be sure you won't tell anyone? 981 01:38:07,222 --> 01:38:09,458 lt'll be our little secret? 982 01:38:10,502 --> 01:38:13,141 Are you sure you want to be alone? 983 01:38:14,742 --> 01:38:17,131 Sooner or later we'll meet up again. 984 01:38:19,713 --> 01:38:22,669 Good-bye 985 01:40:39,535 --> 01:40:44,552 LE FATE IGNORANTI (His Other Life) Eng Subs